sorry world. been poorly last few days. oh and i accidentally on purpose broke my modem too. it was misbehaving so badly i kicked it to the wall and it broke. padan muke modem. padan muke saye xde internet.

so lately i have been going over to Ika's often. macam extended family dah rasenye X). it's lovely because i turn to her about things the most these days. she's one of those friends i have who really don't judge me by my flawed life on impulse. you know when rich people have such hectic lives all stressed out with everything can't really move can't really think and they run away for a bit to their country house by the lake to just.. let it all go, yeah that's Ika to me.

so i hope God, that you'll be putting her in my campus next semester. and hanna too. having them around will please me so much i think i'll start achieving more in life then.

results are out. seriously don't judge me. my battles and your battles are different. i'm not exactly over the moon with what i got but i'm thanking God every single day that my repeating papers days are as good as over. and i'm looking forward to a better second half of my course. i will not tolerate anymore people who try to put me down especially now that i'm getting better at motivating myself to do harder. best keep the snide opinions to yourselves. kthanks. i'm still fabulous.

i love ellen degeneres. really, i do. i wish starworld isn't so a month behind in airing her shows. tapi lambat2 pun layan jugak. so the other day i watched and she had this guest, a 9 year old japanese boy who's a guitar prodigy and my God did he sweep me off of my arse on the sofa and onto the floor. HE WAS BRILLIANT! omg i'll say no more just watch this video of his performance. he's playing Ozzy Osbourne's Crazy Train. ZOMG cutest thing ever. i want a kid like that one day. cutest cutest thing ever. probably the first thing that's japanese that i have complimented so generously in a long time.....

you watch something like this and can't help at thinking....i mean with that unfazed look he has playing so effortlessly xyah pandang guitar pun lek je. and those tiny little fingers.. and how the guitar is almost bigger than him..and omg how happy he was when Ozzy came out it was so awwwwww.. =')

COMEL GILE KAN?!!