..bodohlaa.

saye ni blom la lagi puas menikmati cuti ni sebenarnye. dalam beberape jam lagi akan bertolak ke shah alam tapi barang2 pon blom laa siap pack lagi, best kan? sangat lah takde mood nak balik u tau? kat rumah lagi ni, dah rase homesick kan. ntah pape laa..cume saye akan terlampau lah merindui mummy and daddy juge tak ketinggalan Azyan dan Aiman adik2ku yang comel2 belake..dan juge 12 ekor kucingku di sini. bengongla uitm..i taknak balik boleh tak? please please pleeeease..=(

I HAVEN'T FINISHED PACKING! for the love of God, when do i ever finish packing on time. i need sleep! i'm so groggy right now it's so not funny anymore.


i am kindaf excited though to see the new house tomorrow. yeah it'll be interesting i bet. although, you know seeing how excited my parents are making sure i have everything i need there can be just too heartbreaking..
the idea of living in a home without my family, now,..i dunno it saddens me. okay yeah i'm being a pussy a bit, chill la wei, bukannye dah nak kawen ke pe..POINT IS..i fucking miss home already okay. my room, my privacy here, tranquility oh sweet tranquility..limitless internet, not having to pay for my own food! God yes..

my holiday has been unproductive at its best, but i'm not complaining. i have some nice stories to tell about it, be it as incomparable as they are to some others' holiday (READ: BANDUNG LA..PORT DICKSON LA..HONG KONG SIDNEY ARGENTINA <argentina, kan zara?>..) my holiday has been so incredibly relaxing i don't regret any of the lazy days i've wasted by just lying on the bed staring at the ceiling..


anyway, i'll review my holiday for everyone's enlightenment later. pack now, aimi, PACK DAMNIT!!

..there is a small square of mirror stuck upon the wall between the room and the bathroom door. it is so queer, you see, because it's way too low for anyone..even me? i just don't understand the purpose of it being there..i've been in the house for a good four whole days now and this little thing still baffles me..so much.

so the other day ben was standing right in front of it looking all puzzled too like everyone else and went.. "ni ape ni cermin bawah sangat ni ha, boleh tengok ape je la pulak kann.."

hahaha sengal!

i tak tau la pulak, im too short even for that if i stand directly in front of it all i can see is my tummy hehe.

anywho, the house is fine, i've..nothing much to complain about it. my room is so cute you should all see it. i won't post pictures of the room cos i want it to be a surprise and you should come to see it for yourself =).
we are going to ikea this friday i think to buy more cool things for the house. make it look more homely and such. see the other four housemates are kindaf in charge of running the house properly for now and haizum, nad, syamin and i are all about the deco and stuff it's wicked really..

oh i make such a right cinderella..despite clearly there was a mop with a handle in the bucket i..insisted on wiping the floor..on all fours, wiping with my hand..belajar hidup susah sikitt...

however, i  do feel like going home for the weekend..i miss my real home, really. my rooooom my real turquoise-walled room that's not all that really but mine nonetheless. and the lack of privacy.. i mean compared to home that is, is getting to me..

there's this thing where i feel so much more safe at home. inside and out. i am physically protected there, and my feelings are always taken into loving care. even during my mopey days, well i'd keep them inside my room at all times and once i walk out of the door for the whole family to see me i'll be sunshine happy. i never have the heart to make them see me so wounded and vulnerable these days..if i ever am. it's a good practice, really. but then again..now that i'm out here there's this uber delicate part of me that i can't really handle too well.

you know what, this semester, i want to start anew. =)

determined to do well in my studies. determined to be merry oh so merry again! hehe.

my time table sucks to the max this semester. classes until 10pm on mondays are you fucking kidding me seriously..

i might not be allowed to take french too, uitm is so full of merde..

anywho, here is my favouriteST reason of having to be back..

..when compared to 248 friends on facebook whom 95% of them are the people i know, i'm always ranked one of the top for best mother (potential)..

which really amuses me because i think i am so scared of handling children most of the time. children are such delicate little things i'm always too worried that i might mishandle them. i mean i love them to bits..(well except the spoilt brats that cry and whine so much you feel like binding them up in a strait jacket..), and frankly i think children find me fascinating by the way they stare at me in absolute awe sometimes hahah!

when i was little i loved kids to death, really. i loved it how they have such tiny little hands that they held on to me by my pinky. how they drag me all over the place with them and how they fitted so adorably in my lap. as i grew older though..i just lost the  touch with kids. which was incredible saddening..


so last friday after Pak Li-ing with Poe and gang and Syamin and Nad, the latter decided to drive us over to her sister's place just 5 minutes away. see this sister has three cute little things for kids. the last time i was there they barely sat close enough to me. this time around, they let me cuddle their super adorable cats, took out their disney colouring books and we coloured together, played tic tac toe, i taught them how to spell my name, the littlest most shy one played with my hair and leaned on my lap and spoke so softly you could barely hear her. they are such precious little things! the eldest brother showed us his drawings of cars with all kinds of cool rims..

Syamin: abang mesti nak jadi mechanical engineer nanti kan..ohh kitorg tak terer ar kereta2 nii..mi, tunjuk sket what we're all about, bring it on!..

..and so i drew a round bottom flask, a Bunsen burner, Syamin drew a test tube, and we topped it all off with some crazy dramatic sketches showing a cool explosion that filled a whole a4 paper..

Izuan: betul eh main2 bende ni bleh letup2??..

Syamin & Aimi: weh betuuul..everytime..x tipu! =)

see i love kids really..i should rid the fear of hurting them. if i'm accessible to them then it's great really. i think i will make a great mum. i'll teach my kids to be useful little things from the first day they were born. i won't put them into the care of others but my own..till they're old enough to live off on their own.

best mother (potential)?  ..bring it on.    =)

and i don't need anything now to weaken my resolve.. no relapses, no regrets. on with the commotion! 

and no i did not phone sex with anyone in the past week sorry to disappoint.  X)

i have lots of stories to tell but oh so little time these days. i'm running and running and running around all the time trying to get things done.

i've also decided to rekindle my debating prowess or its lackthereof lately..so i won't get to see intec after all for drama (bring it on la drama people kecoh je lebih haha), cricket too..nobody makes me sacrifice saturdays for lame co-curriculum anymore okay i got my arse out of stupid loserific civil defence that has been robbing me of my beautiful saturday mornings for long enough. debate though means that my mondays will be so packed they could explode..

classes are from 8.30am till 6pm with a 2 hour lunch break. debate meetings are 8pm till late. thank God my tuesdays are heavensent..one class only and it's german which is my favouritest class yet this semester. i have the coolest most adorable lecturer ever! and i learn a lot..for someone who's been despising deusch for a good long while now as a profession..

germans are racists, have i ever told you the story where we got tailed by fucking interpol down the motorway from baden-baden some years back? such an insult..now the SWISS, are the friendliest most humble partial-german speaking people i have ever met..

tapi ape-ape pun german lagi best dari japanese ok..OK SYUK?!..ok. X)

nad, anisah, and i are being put in charge to handle a few (or a lot) of things for this competitve event the process engineering students are organising sometime in september. it is called the Chem-E Car Challenge. see basically what it's about is this competition where teams are supposed to design electronic car prototypes run on chemicals. scores and deliberation depend on workmanship and ultimately how far the car can go and how long it can sustain and its overall design. we're in charge of markings! X) it'd be a right fun, we're organising promotionaly booths and such soon all the way till the day of the competition. can't wait!

so all in all life's been fun so far..you know you may ask me personally what's going on with me these days. ask, i'm to lazy to write nowadays, caught up with a lot of things and process unit operation is officially the subject aimi hates this semester. anything remotely related to cpp or material and energy balance is a subject aimi hates. i'm using a third person statement here, means it's bad.

i have a barbecue party to go this saturday. i simply cannot turn down good food. =)

oh yeah as little as this might mean now..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NANA, AZLAN, AND MARXY!! =)

okay, writers' block..i'm going down to get me some milch now.

Gute Nacht, my darlings!..

01: Name a fact about the last person who texted you?
my sister just texted to tell me she broke her front tooth again hahahaha


02: Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings....
i'll put on my sexiest just woken up - voice


03: Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you commented?
faiz poe izzuddin


04: Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer?
it's already mid of summer and i'm just fine! =)


05: Do you watch The Hills?
no..


06: What do you currently hear right now?
don't look back in anger -oasis


07: What do you think your number 1 (Top) is doing right now?
friendster- i dunno this biatch i should like to see her one of these days..myspace- baru habis friday prayers kot..facebook- still talking to me about her broken tooth haha


08: What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
lots of pillows to squeeze!


09: Who would be the first person to know if you got pregnant?
i dunno..nadila i think =)


10: What's the last thing you drink?
water


11: Can you sleep in jeans?
yea but i don't really like it..the less the better


12: What's something you're proud of recently?
well i cleaned swept mopped the kitchen and emptied the stinky bins all by myself yesterday..something nadila and i should have been doing together only she was FAST ASLEEP..haha


13: Where were you on July 4th, 2007?
trvelling from ipoh to shah alam


14: Who was the last person you were in a car with?
nad la


15: Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
haha ask me who ask me who!


16: Do you care what others think about you?
only sometimes


17: Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i hope so i don't want to die a virgin to be frank haha


18: Did you have a good day?
i've had a fairly good day, thanks =)


19: What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
chem-e car challenge!!


20: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
a few..very few


21: What was the last thing you laughed really, really hard about?
something we were merepek-ing about last night as usual lol..


22: When was the last time you got flowers?
ten thousand years ago haha


23: Do you plan on moving in the next year?
i've just moved in


24: What are your plans for the weekend?
oh homework..and going out with zara and all i hope!


25: Where did you get the shirt you are wearing; what's on it?
it's a lame t-shirt


26: Do you like winter?
i do


27: Do you regret anything?
don't we all..but nothing too serious..on with life! X)


28: Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
i really do i can go on for hours try me..


29: What are you doing tomorrow?
going out with zara and um people i said..


30: Do you like to cuddle?
more than a lot of things.


31: Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
i think i need to #2 in a bit..


32: Honestly, how many people have you liked in the past year?
one.


34: Do you think you're approachable?
hehe honestly..not usually. i wish i'm more though..


35: How late did you stay up last night?
3.30-ish


36: Suppose you see your bf/gf kissing another person?
i imagine i won't be very happy?? haha..


37: Do you like your school?
mgs best school in ipoh that's all..


38: Ever met a real life prostitute?
lol nope


39: Are you going to grow apart from someone close?
i almost did..i'm glad i didn't =)


40: What will you be doing at 8 AM tomorrow?
still fast asleep..

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yesterday we hung out and studied at this cute and quaint place called book-a-licious..

nadila and haizum.

syamin.

 
haizum and syamin.

mmmmmMMMmmm..

 
..cool hand-chair.



mustang was one swift move i made..X)

.. =)

WPL 3707, SHOW YOURSELF NOW WE KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE HAHAHAHAHA..

A different kind of concert this time around..

SEE YOU THERE! X)

p.s: sorry Reds, i am an infidel for a night only, promise.

=)

 lampard..see!

ballack's in there somewhere..

but he didn't play WHAT a disappointment..

it wasn't spectacular..but it was alright. worth the experience.

=)