So that means I'm through. Done with taking for granted, done with being taken for granted. Stories don't impress me no more. I am revolted, but spirited as ever, baby...

Just watch me make a statement for myself you'll regret so much that you literally knelt before her professing your love pleading for something so rotten you're humiliating yourself...

So OTHER stuff worth writing about...

I DIDN'T FAIL PHYSICS OMFGJHHLKHLKJHAWHDFAS

I didn't get super gorgeous marks but STILL LOSERS, I DIDN'T FAIL STUPID PHYSICS!!!!!     *bigass silly grin*

For mid-semesters at least. In fact, the scores I got were in par with those who studied like the nights were forever and days were theirs...because sue me, I was so demotivated to study during the exam week it got me all annoyed. And mind, I got demotivated because of the clutter of unnecessary competition even in my room itself.

I scored perfect As for Chem 1 and 2......oh yea I've already said that. Lol.

I GOT AN A A BIG FAT A FOR PHYSICS 1 OKAY?!?!?!!??!?!

and others were okay......D+ for physics 2 because it was full of torque and simple harmonic motion shit...

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How am I to survive the fasting month...the retard cafe closes at 7.30pm, re-opens at 11pm to 4am only. Find myself getting all set with only jammy sandwiches and ice milo at 5am in the morning...'cos having to sleep at midnight then waking up 4 hours later seems too ruthless...

Still the best thing about fasting here so far is the tarawih prayers after fast-breaking. Everyone glides down (I'm using this term because yeap this time of the night's usually so peaceful...-) for jemaah prayers in the Great Hall, all assembled friends and enemies alike at momentous truce (-...because, again, seriously the nights now see the calmer side of hectic asascians compared to during broad daylight).

I'll be praying next to strangers and at the end of 15 rakaats plus Isya' and Witir we'd be embracing hands and cheeks putting aside all sorts of differences. Makes me happy.

BUT......see hyper-possessive insecurely paranoid control-freakish bitch of a shortay, on the first night of prayers, was putting her prayer mat down on the space almost behind me and sat down. My friend next to me turned around and noticed, just noticing...before she glared, got up and went off to the other side of the hall to find another space. So that friend told me but I myself didn't see her. But it all comes down to this............

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, WOMAN, THE POINT of praying together, all of us together don't make me repeat the whole calmness-truce stuff again is to be near each other despite you liking me or obviously not?! HI, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?! Were you thaaaat threatened by my *cough* warm vibes that even your self-proclaimed supreme HOTNESS couldn't stand it?! Dear God, SUCH a brat...I don't even hate you I'm just disgusted but it's not like I'm going to get vengeance or anyshit. It's not my fault you're a loser.

I haven't been spotting them for ages now God's so protecting me from a sight for a cataract....yup.

......still I want to go home to Ibu's homecooked meeeeealllsssss damnitdamnitdamnit. I find myself spending more during Ramadhan. So tamak...

And as DIVINE as the nasi lemak I've been having for 3 nights in a row are my mum's cooking is still incomparable.

But yesterday my roomate Sufi brought me home with her for my first homecooked meal - fastbreaking. That was nice. NICE! I had nasi biriyani with salsa chicken or something and durian flavoured sri mukas and murtabaks and dunkin donuts with milk! Yummmmness. We then went for Tarawih prayers at USJ2's mosque behind Seafield and I SAW....lol this kl bowler whom once upon a time, when he came for the Perak Circuit, well I thought he was real adorable then BEFORE...before I found out he was my brother's friend and obviously just as young ahahaha. Sufi's family's nice. We have in common that they stayed in Britain once before too and came back a year before I did. So we talked about all sorts of things British and everything.

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CUBE-PHOTOSHOOTS DONE!!!!!!!! See here at 11th College, UM, each hostel block is divided into 4 floors. Each floor is divided into 5 cubes each with 4 rooms of 4 students. Me I got my way during my first day here to be placed in a room right at the ground floor so saving myself from evil flights of stairs. Later 3 other students joined me and we became roomates. Soon we found out that the reason they were hesitating to fill up the ground floor to Asascians was to give priority to degree students. Lol. So in my cube, only the four of us were the juniors...so unlike the merriness of other cubes upstairs, we had to take cube pictures with only the four of us. Thought it was gonna be super lame...BUT....MY GOD BUT, the photography dept. for Edi-Board is now thinking of having a BEST CUBE-PHOTO award thingy after seing our very PERFECT PICTURES?~.....there we were the four of us, with Sufi's car. All of us wore reddish-pinkish-tealish colours...coincidentally matching Sufi's red Kelisa. Naya posed by the bonet, Teha was by the back door, Sufi was in the driver's seat, and I got to sit on the car's roof! Cute shoes acted as props near the car's base.....= one very professional-looking photo! AHAHAHA....WE LOVED. Will post it here once I get a hand on it.

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Okay I think I'm falling in love with my tutorial group now. SAYE SAYANG Z1 SANGAT2! Everyone's just sooooo cool with each other now. I am a part of a quadruplet in class and we compliment each other all the time. My bestmateinclass Adrilla and I get wittier by the day. We make fun of our 'adorable' class leader aaaalllll the time and annoy the guys BIG time ahaha. We're never stingy when it comes to sharing tutorials and copying each other at the very last minute. We're always backing each other up. And obviously our Bio1 tutor love us because we're so extraordinary....just like that.

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Right long enough, oooouuttt......=)

And I got here all by myself it's quite an achievement seeing how much I hate the whole hassle of taking public transportation but I got here. Left straight after classes at noon yesterday in my baju kurung still. Just my luck all my Ipoh friends around are either already on holiday or having some lame tests on godforsaken weekends.

So mum picked me up from the bus terminal at around 4pm yesterday and brought me straight to the Ramadhan bazaar. First time this year that is since the ones in KL rip you off. In fact everything rips you off in KL come the fasting month. So demeaning. Anywho Ramadhan bazaar, yes.....grilled rayfish with sour sauce is GOOD.

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In about a week's time my Biro'll be having one of our big projects on the real screen. Fire Drill '06. Yea sounds kindaf corny but we're on for real hectic drama one early morning, dead early, at around 3am, the alarm will go off, screamings will be blaring from the PA system,...surround sound, baby, lushnesss. We arranged for each floor-leader for the hostels to assmeble everyone dowstairs in three minutes. There'll even be a fire engine with firemen outside the compound gate just to accentuate the whole pseudo-reality of it all. There'll probably even be people from the Biro faking exasperation with little sketches and all, lol. All before 0400hrs in the morning. After that we'll distribute nasi lemak to all who came down for Sahur. So they can't complain much, haha. Gonna be great.

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The night my heart died and lived again...literally, my friends and I asked me out for a stroll just to clear up the tangles in my head. Went throwing ball at the court. Then we went screaming our lungs out immitating a Flash's signature slut-moves during her solo performance by the reflexology path. It was just outside the guys' block so we had a silly applause after that that we were deliberately making ourselves sound like toads...XD. After that we jogged all the way to 5th Royal College to have supper, continued on to 12th College to visit a friend who was already asleep by then which was 2am. That was fun. Walking in the middle of the empty road with them giving me the permission to scream as much as I could to get rid of anything unnecessary I was keeping...

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And we do like photos.....

Top frm left: Teha, Aimi, Sufi. Bottom from left: Cassie frogfanII, Shira camerachick, Nadiah, and Naya.

And then I stole other cubes' photos from Shira...

The four in the middle stealing the limelight.....the one in LIME itself is Adrilla my bestmate in class. Tasnim's in the brown shirt. The three of us like screaming over people's heads to each other in the lecture hall...

Zara's cube...

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...but nothing beats us...

HAH!....cekapness. =)

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Raya shopping with mumsie today X).