Entries for July, 2006

July 1, 2006
Lust? lol.

Lust? lol.
Posted at 10:46 AM

~And if they ask of your intentions be valiant, to say, "I risk nothing, for my soul sleeps in its reverial slumber, and shall not awaken before the moons gather. By when peace shall make amends with me after the blizzards and gale. My spirit is dying, like a heartbroken marigold. Every summer she waits but alas no more. So let it die for I yearn for my reward. A newborn sentiment so incandescent it envies the gods. Fervent shall be my gaze for the one that rests in it. And words shall be its maids. Honest and kind. Honest and mine. They can call me by my moniker, and I shall answer with a conundrum yet. Honest,...but I define. And he too shall die with my scattered remnants. In a thousand heartbeats. Like burning peppermint to my gaping wounds. Humble tears that will not dry, to soften walls that hardened, with time. All is fine. And you will learn to believe...
-aimisyaz
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...apart from that, things are looking up quite WELL. My roomates and I are becoming quite the team. Well uh...three of us at least, lol. We whined so much to each other on Monday for not getting into the same tutorial group. Embarassing ourselves proper taking the wrong intracamus bus and sitting during dinner time amongst people we weren't allowed to be sitting with. Haha. 
My lessons are still hard. Too tired to complain still. But they are hard...I can honestly say I don't understand a thing (almost) in Basic Physics II from the very beginning until now. It's not funny. I'm destined to not be good at calculative subjects. I screwed SPM addmath and physics for a reason, okay, what's so hard to understand...
10 months.....just 10 more months... 
The food in te cafeteria's getting reeeeeea.....llly boring. Really. But my gals know I'm only eager to go for dinner no later than 8.15pm every evening for a certain ulterior motive. Harharhar...=)
Fash SO knows I've been checking him out. Even one of his friends caught me staring. Lol. busted but like I care really. He seems to be playing along too giving that significant glare everytime I'm caught I honestly can't help at laughing to myself everytime. But there should be a limit somewhere, I so don't wanna get serious with anyone for the time being. define 'for the time being' for me, yeah...
I'm over at my aunt's for the weekend and missing -dinner time- already, xD 
So I'm not coming back to Ipoh until midsem break in August. 
Can't wait for the co-curricular activities selection thingy to take place. 
~~~ 


July 8, 2006
Tot bubuh kaler mcm kelly-ng.......LOL, not a proper post but do indulge...

Tot bubuh kaler mcm kelly-ng.......LOL, not a proper post but do indulge...
Posted at 10:25 PM

10 years ago I was:
  • the girl with the wig thick bushy hair...says suz and vern xD
  • the Monitor of 2 Dahlia...the one who LOVED to hit people with her fancy wooden ruler....xD
  • the angsty little brat the other kids envied and would love to slap at the same time ahahahahahaha
  • the girl who got on stage so much she lost count.....poetry recital, singing...singing....singing....nasyid....story-telling...lol.
  • hid under the table with suz and peoy telling jokes while the teacher ws up front teaching.....=D
5 years ago I was:
  • the MUTE kid
  • so frickin intimidated by everyone in 1 Anggerik
  • scored my first 100% on a paper (geography baybeeee!!!) after the last one which was.....SEX EDU!!! AHAHAHA
  • the assistant monitor who had no idea why she was ever one in the beginning...... cos she practically did NOTHING ahahaha
  • SO GLAD NANA BECAME my first best friend since I got back from Sheffield....

  • 1 year ago I was:
    • THE PRO-SLACKER WHO SKIPPED CLASSES AAAAAAALLLL THE TIME IT GOT DILIP JEALOUS....XDXDXDXDXD
    • a third of the great trio, the famous....THE MAINS.....in blue skirts...
    • a part of the NOTORIOUS MGS debate team again thus started my history-making professions...lol
    • 17 on the 15th of March and had the worst birthday ever in my entire life but had cake at Fran's and got cheered up a bit after that i think...
    • did so many things, got into trouble soooo many times....but never got caught....=)....please be jealous enough. here i break  to you one of them........I NEVER DID MY SPM BM ORAL......=) and Dilip gave me an A anyway....teehee
    Yesterday I was:
    • beyond relieved it was friday already....
    • took a cab with the girls to UIA to meet Nana even though for just ....10 minutes....pfffff
    • got annoyed, mildly distressed about something, so snuck out while everyone was sleeping to Varisty Green 15 minutes away, hung upside down by the exercise bars...talked long on the phone with Caryn and Ber letting everything out.....patheticnessss
    • almost giggled aloud at the the subtitle during biology lecture yesterday...reproduction in the sea.....and some of the other phrases......like clitorium...ejaculate...genital pore....and we learning about SEA ANNELIDS ACTUALLY....LMAO...
    • realised that my fling SO does not know what he's messing with...
    5 most recent songs I listened to:
    • Take Cover - Acceptance
    • Unfaithful - Rihanna
    • Something - Dead Poetic
    • Red is the New Black - Funeral for a Friend 
    • The Ides of March - Silverstein
    5 songs I know all the words to:
    • lots...
    • of...
    • songs...
    • u...
    • ...dumbass
    5 ideal places for running away to:
    • Varsity Green...
    • 12th College's pond area
    • girls' block's outdoor living area
    • my room back home
    • wherver my old friends are....away from here that is.
    5 items I really want:
     
    - haute couture
    - my razr back...
    - new pair of yoga tracks....still
    - coloured contact lenses......grey please
    - more CASH
    5 things I should be doing right now:
    • Studying for next week's algebra...calculus and physics mini-tests hahahahahahahahhahaha
    • seriously...studying....
    • finish my goddarned tutorials.....
    • figure out why i'm running out of cash....
    • call daddy dearest with some excuse for more cash.....xD

    5 biggest joys in life:

    • THE BESTEST FAMILY EVERRRR
    • THE BESTEST ROW OF FRIENDS EVERRRRR
    • SCOTLAND!!!
    • NIKEEEEE
    • MY BABY-BOO BASIL AND HER BABIEEESSS.....

     

     

     

    ....i tag no one....cos i forgot who blogs anymore....HARHAR.....

     



July 13, 2006
REVELATION BABY! xD

REVELATION BABY! xD
Posted at 10:24 PM

MY RAZR IS fixed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

...but obviously I don't know when I'm getting it back though ''-_-...

Repair fees 'only' RM200. Not...too bad I guess considering I expected it to be around Rm300-ishness....

 

"Oh sweet salvation!...."

Seriously, at times I feel miserable here, thinking I'd be getting my baby back soon helps getting me just a little bit more hyper than not =D.

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Last night I was talking to the roomies, and one of them, Naya, was so frank about something that she said it felt like a real good slapper on my face. You know I hate being proved wrong and stupid but there you go. And you know when I feel pathetic or dejected I could almost hang the phone from the strands of my hair cause my hand'd be sore from holding it to the ear for too long...only last night I had to use the public phone outside the room because obviously my phone was too poor and hopeless. And I talked and talked and talked more than anyone could have enough of...I think. Times like that that I start thinking the world is ignoring me. When I talk and people start interrupting, when I call and someone's too busy to spend. So last night at 10-ish I went off walking around the campus on my own. Took a stroll down the pedestrian thinking. About what, ask me personally.

So I walked and walked and walked more than anyone could fathom. Before taking a turn into the tennis courts and sat in the darkest of corners of one of the courts. Took my flip-flops off, hugged my knees, and sat there silently...thinking again (I'm not writing a short story okay, it really happened...). The night was lively. I could hear people screaming joy at the volleyball courts and girls screaming from their balconies. But I sat quietly for a good hour and a half all on my own, ignoring the 101 phonecalls . Hey if the world was really ignoring me I was only returning their big ass favour...

BUT TODAY. TODAY WAS GRAND. Still is I think. Thursday nights are always electric. The campus grounds would be bustling with kids not giving a shit about homework what with tomorow being a Friday and all. A couple of friends and I just had a friendly dinner-picnic out in the patio talking about the randomest of things. A little later we'll move down to the hall to see these Cambridge students being interviwed by some of our kids. Oh and we just signed up to join this Biro Kebajikan dan Kemasyarakatan for co-curriculum, lol. Neat yes? Tomorrow I'll be catching Pirates of the Caribbean II with them. See the thing is with these new pals, we do things for each other and I've never felt less homesick ever since I 'moved out' of home. Things are just fluid smooth from walking to classes together, waiting after classes toether, eating and gossiping together...

 

Anyway, last Sunday I spent QUALITY TIME with my BESTESTESTEST friend Nana. I am a braggart at this, bear with me yeah. Lol. Instant stress release. Good old-fashioned hang out. Just the two of us. When she came to my place all I could do was show her off to my new friends. Cause old friends grow prettier with time. We walked so much but bought so little. I only bought 2 packs of HOBNOBS THE BEST BISCUITS EVER and that was it. But quality justified......so much. Can't wait for next weekend. I'm not even desperate to go home so much anymore, lol. But I miss mumsy and daddy. Talked to her on the phone today. And it's almost heart-wrenching.

 

 

 

Kay all for now!



July 15, 2006

Posted at 09:29 PM

............and then I lost my mum's phone in the cab. Try calling and expect a fugly (I so hope) disgusting Indonesian asswipe answering or not. If he does do me a grand favour and slap him with ten thousand curses until his ear burns.

 

 

Other than that, yeap I'm so stupid. End of story. 



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