this index finger is tired of clicking. Posted at 01:40 AM
I....am....embarassingly.....useless.....
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when it comes to remembering where i left/kept/put/dropped/slipped/laid/shoved/saved a whole lot of my stuff regardless of how annoyingly important or rare they might be. I JUST LOSE THEM. just like that, yeah. like THAT. it's sick. it's bedridden when i forget where i left stuff that were in my hands 4 1/4 seconds ago. it's chronicly, fataly ailed (!).....when sometimes the thing i was looking for had been in my pocket the whole time...................or in my hand.
i amaze myself humourously, at how i'm even living long enough to not be cursed with amnesia just yet.
i've always wondered. can someone get knocked off and awake again with amnesia, speak a whole different language because he forgets how he really speaks??? i mean, it'd be really nice if i were (God forbids) to get amnesia sometime in my life, i'd be conscious again speaking icelandic or something. then i won't have to go back to school. then mum and dad have to send me to an international school. then it won't work either because none of the facilitators would know icelandic. then the family has to move to iceland. then i get to wear mink. (fake ones!!!!!!!!!!) and do my A levels there or something. and be the first malaysian-born icelandic to win a nobel peace prize for turning big cats into vegetarians so that the springboks can live!....LIVE!!
i've lost my purse so SO many times. and have always found it back unscathed shamefully when other people return it, or when i find it back at the...weirdest places. ive misplaced my phone too many times. some of the things that are missing and currently leaving me itching with annoyance are:
- a whole bunch of pens and pencils and other stuff from my pencil case
- one of my dv tapes
- siva's script
- helena cheah's script
- vinne's map
- tons of safety pins
- dad's fancy pen
- 1 month's worth of contact lenses
- chemistry revision book
- a lot of money...(lol, or...maybe i could've spent them =p)
and a load of other stuff i can't remeber...@_@
i've found my dark blue tie back under the car seat...
my blazer went missing since God knows when so i had to splurge on a new one...
sometimes i could swear that i dont remember whether my hair's up or down. and other petty things as such.
-sigh-.....i disappoint myself...
Currently Listening To: gavin degraw - i don't wanna be ::: Currently Feeling - sober...hmmmmm...
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He's adorable?! And there's of him NOW. 
