nagsters...
nagsters...
Posted at 12:53 AM
...aight, hear me out..i'm tired, exhausted, whacked, sleepy, my energy level is like...<-> this much and that's practically how i've been feeling over the past few weeks, y por que? i've just been done with exams, i know, then straight into having to cope withso many other side activities not forgetting where i've left off with the things i've to handle for the librarian board, teacher's day commitee work, CS PRACTICE EVERY AFTERNOON(!!), i've still got my classes to juggle in between. heck, might not sound much, kay, let me list down stuff i've to do for the library within the next short period of time;
1. update secretarial folder
2. birthday chart
3. complaint letter
4. update 'minit mesyuarat' folder
5. discuss board trip
6. inspect head commitees' report books
7. update 'nilam' board
8. update interschool letters folder
9. discuss disciplinary board
10. key in stocks for new books
11. re-check newspaper circulation for this month
12. update Gantt chart
....kay, and some others that i've to counter check...sigh.ugh...i'll gerr'em done, no matter what. gotsta make a good impression, rite then..
im just way too preoccupied and, god, how much i wish i could at least have like, ya know, at least one day off and far far away, maybe on a holiday on the isle of crete (well, yeah, one day's not enough...make it a..a fortnight!). rite, or maybe book a cottage by a lake near mount rushmore overlooking the heads of the 4 presidents, a jungle trip in yellowstone, a skiing vacation in the alps...or just plain autumn walk down mayfield, sheffield...sigh...ima be taking a 15 minute break daydreamin now...brb...
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okie dokie! back to this. so yeah, all them trashy work i've to be handling's the reason why my updates are usually turtle-slow...and ppl are starting to ANNOYINGLY complain...*rollseyes*
YESTERDAY...morning, class, i was pissed cos we weren't having PE...again...oh c'mon, ppl! y'all have been slaving over books and whatsoever crap for the past weeks, at least celebrate with some 'fresh' air and a littew bit of well deserved exercise! and it was a cheerfully bright day, not too hot, but sunny, what more cudja be askin for?? aaaaahhhh.....now i've to wait another..3 weeks...heck, sound pathetic, but yeah, i want PE that much...
So no PE then...I ended up 'loitering' in class waaaaayy up there at the highest peak of school, on a bright suunny day...INSIDE!!..hmmph, when we cud've had a nice game of netball or rounders or whatsoeva! but neways, yeah, we were inside. kinda disturbed me seeing some of my classmates still poring over revision books and stuff even after the exams are done with..i mean, yeah, we've still got finals but heck, get a social life people! education is important...academics isn't as much...i say. 'tis the time to be topping up on quality time with friends after all of us have been 'neglecting' them prior to our revisions..sigh. but no, i don't get why people can get so paranoid over studies, no offence to anyone!! none at all, i mean yeah, muy importante, but, academics isn't however the main factor of life fulfillment. i say, morality and good social outlook is more important, and of course faith. if someone was to be question of his or her performance in examinations or such, they will most probably be questioned of amount of time put into revision, amount of knowledge is estimated to seep in within the time, amount of consistent initiative put into the effort, priorities to what comes first. TIME...to some, it is the means of going to 8 tuition classes for example is supposedly to help a lot in their studies. 8 tuitions, come home from school, homeworks, speed off to tuition classes, come home at...oh say 10.30, already tired and worn out, where's the leisure life? or the more important, where's the time we're suppose to make for God? the time we're suppose to be having family discussions about God, time where the whole family gathers to discuss the readings of the Quran or the Bible, the time when we really think of the one and only and NOTHING else. not a worry about others. for once, to put God above our other priorities, namely studies. through experience i have noticed how some of my own peers who have given up on their time for leisure AND faith just ot focus on school. There's one former classmate of mine whom i was told do NOT speak to her family AT ALL at home. When she gets home from school, eat lunch, shower, and till the next morning she'll stay locked up in her room drowned in the realm of her own with studies as her possibly the one and only factor contributing to success. and she's proud of this. she is proud that she was brought up in a fam,ily where everyone tend to do their own things, minding their own business, not bothering each other not even with family talks. i say, "what have we turned this sacred world into?" this is what happens when people do not know how to set straight their priorities and tend t mix them up so that aspects that are by far more important than some others tend to be shoved down lower down the list. it's sad. but true.
and YESTERDAY too...ee lin made me fell off my chair and made a COMPLETE scene in front of the class too! aaaaahhhh...what did i do to deserve such a klutz as a friend! lmao. people were laughing but we all knew, they were laughing at her because it WAS HER who made me fall off...i'm off the embarassment status. :D but it hurt!...and her being the johnner she is, chucked me a roll of bandages, and went, "is ur neck broken? want me to bandage it for u? i'm a johnner, U KNOE..!" honestly, what is it with johnners anyways? some of my friends have turned that much dedication and commitment into a psycho freakish fad!...lol, no offence! just my view of it ;p. the so called dedicated and oh so comitted 'nurses' of the school. i mean c'mon...i get bombarded with johnners' stuff EVERYDAY...YA HEAR THAT???...ee lin would go, "u know, johnners are the 'leaders' of school with the kind of semangatness all the other units should have"...or..."hey, i look cute in my st john's uniform...dontcha think? beats gb at least..."....BLEUGH! this is to the johnsters around me; ee lin, sharon, hsiao, kelz and whoeva else...i still see yas as 'nurses' of la escuela and nuthing else! muahahahahahaha....J/K!
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some psychopath sicko stepped onto a BABY WREN yesterday in front of science2 and i saw that when i was going down for R.E. and...OH MY GOD...dear God of mercy, why....WHY?!?!?!?! what kind of sic retard would be fu***n blind wnough not to see a helpless, featherless, flightless, motherless bird chirping for sympathy there but to friggin' STEP ON THE POOR LITTLE BIRD and let all the pieces of it's weak figure scatter around the concrete floor dishonourably. I swear to God when i came down and saw it to my horror i was halfway to tears. if there werent so many ppl there i would've let it all out. it's repulsive how inhumane some ppl can be. I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THAT IT WAS JUST AN ACCIDENT!!!!!!!
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train's...clouds of jupiter or summert...heh, its on [V]...luv that song!
avent heard it in ages!
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mrs. hurford's letter came today! yay! and she enclosed a photo of 11H1 during Record of Achievement Evening, 16th marhc '04 when they had to all dress up for the big 'graduation' evening and get their certs and everything. lol, i could only recognise like...half of them since some of the old members of H1 (my class!) were whifted into other classes and so on. i'll have the pc on my galleries page asap! terri looked the best, then there's gemma bolsover, gemma prior, becca, helen, rujina, lilida, aneesa, david, craig, and some of the others...sigh...reminiscent. to think i could've been there all dressed up and i'd be staring my first GCSE paper TODAY! and be done with school...and Mrs. Hurford's coming down to malaysia for christmas!!!!!!!!! lol, she has a son in penang and her daughter's there too. she'll be staying a while in kl, then to ipoh (!!) on a coach before going off to georgetown to visit her kids then later sail off to medan. omg, can't believer im goin to see my old class teacher soon!!!!!...:D
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okay, i'm officially tired, i wanna go to sleep. i WAS sleeping before stewpid kid fran woke me up to crap about....crap just now and im still sleepy!!! and puhleeeeease, u, fran, need to learn how to classify the difference between someone being nice to somone trying to hit on ya. and jealousy's soooooo written on your forehead to think that im getting compliments and...ahem..."sweet and cute"...and what did u get? SCARY AND EVIL! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
retro_humanoid, signing off.
~restiong in pieces~
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So yeah, lunch, browsing, having pure good fun laughing our heads off at practically everything! Ahh...the good old days. We had 2 view-cams in the group at the time so, one guy came up to us and went;
should be like living hell. i'm sorry guys, privilege to moi being first on the class register! mwahaha.
